Value of Happiness

It's been a while. A really long time.

But as I was gone, I learned how to be so close to God. I learned how to depend on Him and that He always have a bigger plan for me.

I have realized that I wasted so much time depending my happiness on other people.. I have spent my entire teenage years feeling so empty having no one with me. I felt incomplete before. I was dumb to think that I am not enough for myself, so I kept on depending my happiness on other people. And each and every time I try to give my all to someone, I always end up getting hurt. And so, I am alone again.. I am incomplete.

 And the cycle goes on.

This is my last year being a teen. And I have learned the best thing.

I have learned to distant myself from other people and enjoyed being alone for quite a while. I have learned that loving myself would be the first step for total happiness. And that having someone to be with me is just a bonus.

Life is awesome. Whether you are alone or not. Because one should not depend his or her happiness to other people.

True Happiness is learning how to be contented and learning how to love oneself before anyone else.