What's on my homepage?

This is one of the events I was tagged on. But What the f*ck, I am trying to get myself off from the pressure of what may happen tomorrow then suddenly I saw this AGAIN. I noticed this last night and said how pathetic is this for my FB friend to even make an event on this. Of course everyone's going to check on their class cards whether they'd like the results or not.

So now I am furious. I need to sleep and pray for 'come what may'.

Letter to God

Dear God,

First of all, I would like to thank You for all the blessings You never fail to shower our family. We may not be a perfect or ideal Catholic family like what You commanded us to be, but still, You never let us suffer and face the hardships alone. Thank You for giving me the family I have now. Thank You for giving me to a very supportive, caring, and loving mother and a very family-oriented and hardworking father. Thank You for giving us the joy of our family, the one who never fails to make each one of us laugh during the down moments of our lives, my younger brother. Thank You for giving us the opportunities. The opportunities we know we do not deserve but we are very very grateful of, Almighty Father. Thank You for providing all of our needs, for the continuous good health to our family especially to our mother and father who works really hard to support our family. Thank You for the good community I am in and all those people around me who continue to serve as my inspiration in everything I do. Thank You for these talents that You have given me as I promise to You that I will use them in Your grace. Thank You for the friends and classmates I've met who shares their ups and downs with me as we learn from each other how to strive harder in everything we do and continue to give our best for a brighter future.

I am not a perfect child, Father. I make mistakes everyday. I hurt people, I ignore people. There are times wherein all I care and think about is myself, that I fail to consider the feelings of others. I take advantage of a lot of things- my studies, my parents, my friends, and sometimes, I even take advantage of myself. I get blinded by the temporary happiness material things bring that I forget to talk to You.

Now Father, I am asking for Your guidance as I continue my journey one step at a time. Tomorrow, our grades will be released and I fear that I'd have failing grade/s this time. If that happens, this would be my first time to have a failing grade and to attend a summer class. I fear, Father, that everything I worked seriously hard for would be disregarded. I really enjoy this course I am taking up now, not just because of the friends I've met, but also because, this has always been my dream. I dream of being a pedia someday and this course serves as my stepping stone towards pursuing my dreams. I would get the chance to work with children as I always wanted and maybe, save lives in the long run. I am asking for Your continuous guidance, wisdom, and grace, Dear God, so I may continue on to the next level of my journey. Help me to find the confidence and learn to trust myself and the gifts you have given me to pursue my dreams. Lead me as to which is the right path for me to take and keep me from influences that might lead to the ending of my journey. Lead me to Your teachings My Lord and I ask You to please, strengthen my faith in You.

I also pray for my brother that he may find in his heart what it is that he really wants to be in life and lead him to the right path. I also pray for my friends that they may find the Light and lead them also to Your plans..


Let Your Will Be Done, My Lord. For all of life's love and happiness starts with You.

This I humbly pray, in Your most precious name, Our Lord Jesus Christ.

Amen.

Your Daughter,

Mariah

That Awkward Moment

"That Awkward Moment When you Suddenly Forget the Spelling Of An Easy Word."

I always have this 'awkward moment'! Like awhile ago, I was typing a comment on a post on our group then I suddenly forgot how to spell 'Christmas'. I have to ask my brother, "En, tama ba spelling ko ng Christmas?", "Oo, ate. Ano ba yan.", he said. I laughed at myself. THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS TO ME. And to think that I enjoy reading and writting. Damn neurons not functioning properly at times.

The Alchemist

I just finished reading The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho, one of the greatest authors of our time. I know it's been out in the market long ago but just recently, a friend of mine suggested it for me to read since we had a little chat about how I fantasize books and inspirational words from people.

As I was reading, I am writting down some of the lines I find really inspiring in this book. Now, I am off to share it here on my blog.

When we first begin our fight for our dreams, we have no experience and make many mistakes. The secret of life, though, is to fall seven times and to get up eight times.

If you believe yourself worthy of the thing you fought so hard to get, then you become an instrument of God, you help the Soul of the World, and you understand why you are here.

They come in search of new things, but when they leave they are basically the same person they were when they arrived.

The problem is that they don't even realize that they are walking a new road every day. They don't see that the fields are new and the season's change.

It is the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting.

It is the simple things in life that are the most extraordinary; only wise men are able to understand them.

When someone sees the same person everyday, they wind up becoming a part of the person's life. And then they want the person to change. If someone isn't others want them to be, the others become angry.Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives, but none of his or her own.

That's the first page on my journal. I will be posting the rest tomorrow. I hope you enjoy reading! Get inspired..

Disappointing

Why does everything looks good on the internet but DOES NOT in real life?
I spent almost 10k for this camera. And to say that this has been my wish for my 18th birthday, I saved up all the money I received during the holidays just so I can purchase one of these. And that was a mistake..
I should've just spent my 10k on shoes, watches, and other teenie kiddie stuff.

My heart is still broken. Worst life decisions..

Glow Sticks

Enjoying these Glow Sticks I bought this afternoon from National Bookstore. I was actually searching for glow in the dark shapes, preferably those shaped as stars and the planets to stick on the room's walls. Sadly, they don't have it there. They only got ones shaped as feet, which is my last option to wake up on at the middle of the night to light my way outside the room as I go pee. Instead, I bought these. Twas kyot. They have longer sticks, and glow shades which are also adorbz. 

This is my brother enjoying the glow sticks. He literally wanted to keep the house dark so the sticks would shine up.

They have different colors available for these neon sticks: Pink, Red, Blue, Green. I think they also have orange. I bought the blue and pink one.

Sorry for the poor picture quality. I only have a point-and-shoot one.
GE x5 is all I can save up for. LOL

10 Things That Makes Me Happy

10 Things That Makes Me Happy

from My Phone Edition

1. RARE laboratory pictures. This is our last experiment on Biochem, Spectrophotometry.

2. Scoring a 100 on Timezone Videoke.

3. Max's Chocolate Cake

4. The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho

5. Playing BINGGO at home with 'the elders'.

  6. These kyot kittens at school. <3333

7. My first MINI STOP Ice cream cone I ate from Intramuros.

8. One of my "Best Edible Thing Ever Existed": BUTTER COCONUT.

9. My cousins baby pictures.

10. THIS PICTURE OF US: It's me, my brother, my cousin. And half of my mom LMFAO w/ my lolo at the background. <333

Slumbook up for grab!

So, as I was browsing for new cool blogs to follow, I came across with this on Tumblr first, then from one blog to another.

Recently, I've been desirous to buy things that I've had had before when I was still a kid. One of those is a decent looking slumbook. I personally don't like Miley Cyrus, so I do not prefer having to ask my friends to fill out my slumbook with Hannah Montana's face all over it.


"Akala mo lang wala nang slumbook, pero MERON, MERON, MERON!" sure is a good buy for me. It costs less than 500 pesos, but that is for a good quality of slumbook I think. Anyway, here are some photos of the inside of this beautiful thing right here

Images from Witty's Multiply Account. It says that the slumbook only costs 200pesos. I checked out their fan page on Facebook which says the sumbook costs 300pesos, with free shipping anywhere in the Philippines! The price range is still reasonable for such unique slumbook.

I considered liking their Fanpage on Facebook. I think I will be heading to Trinoma within this week. Maybe I can drop by there tomorrow. Witty's have Partner Stores, and one of those is on Trinoma @ North.

Here are the screen caps from their Fan page

 So far, I have two options! :) I can get one from Trinoma or I can get it from The Reading Room, only at Cubao X! which is nearer than Trinoma. LOL

Anyway, I have the whole night to think about who am I going with tomorrow to get one! Hoping they still have stocks, though. Or else I'd end up ordering one online.

Today (I think) is my Lucky Day!

• I got myself a copy of "The Alchemist" by Paulo Coelho.
• My mom bought a set of BINGO at National Bookstore.
• Went to the groceries and got myself 2 packs of Monde's Butter Coconut.
• Our dinner is by my special request, chicken curry and mixed vegetables. 
• We played BINGO and I won 2 times, worth 20 pesos (only) each.

Full entry tomorrow. :) My brother's using the PC so I still have to wait for him to finish.

anyway, he'd sleep earlier than me. I'd be up until 5, I think. :D

2MT02

Thanks for the two long years of happiness!

Thank you for sharing the laughter, excitement, heart-pounding moments, and sacrifices together.

4 semesters, 2 years.

2 more years for us to strive and to work hard on.

We may not be on the same class rooms together, but we'll forever be the 2MT02. 

Let us not forget the friendship and the trust we built.

Just hold on and always remember that

 "we've been through a lot during the past semesters, we can do it again as long as we're together."

What's on my iPod?

I will be posting the songs on my iPod at present just so whenever I will be needing old songs in the future, I can refer to this. ♥ I'm sharing this to you, too. :)

First part >> 

Second part >>

third part >>

fourth part >>

fifth part >>
(Now Playing: Not Like The Movies by Katy Perry)

Sixth Part>>

Seventh Part >>

There you go. A total of 237 songs all in all! :)

"I Shall Return", and so I did.

Welcome me back, Blogger. I've been out from this site 2 years now, and I am back. I transfered to Tumblr but then I got bored because of the same lame routine they have there. Following, Follow Back, Reblogs. And more reblogs everyday. There are some point when I end up "unfollowing" tons of people because of the low "quality" of their posts. Anyway, I am back here for more. More of personal entries! No more reblogs. :)

The advantages of having a Blogger account and a Tumblr account at the same time. I can leave Tumblr anytime I want, and vice versa.

Let this be my first post.